for being a complete idiot,
for being used,
for being weak,
for being strong,
for being everything wrong,
for being everything you need,
for being everything you couldn't be.
for everytime that any of you have hurt my feelings,
for everytime i've let any of you trick me,
for everytime i've trusted any of you,
for a painful realization that i can only truly trust myself,
for trusting you,
for hurting you,
for you hurting me,
for love,
for fear,
for the unknown.
for being aware,
for being sick,
for being sane,
for being traumatized,
for closure.
for everything.
for breathing,
for stability,
for rock bottom,
for ne
I Try And Escape The Sun,
Looking At My Shoes I Think To Myself,
And I Thought My Shoes Were Dirty,
Look At My Shadow.
My Shadow Holds All My Sins,
Sins Of The Past, Present, And Future.
I Always Thought My Powerless Body Held These Sins,
I Guess I Was Wrong.
I Think I'm Okay... by Starface-Sorrow, literature
Literature
I Think I'm Okay...
Why can't you see the beauty,
of the cuts beneath my skin,
Why ignore my silent screams within?
Why do you think I did this?
It wasn't for attention.
Blood rush to my skin..
Then a head rush;
A release of emotion.
Love...
Hate...
Rage...
Beauty...
Sorrow...
Misery...
Why? Why did I do it?
Is THAT what you wanted to know?
I thought you would care..
Apparently you didn't,
so I'll make another cut...
Drip, Drip, Drip...
How many have I made?
Another won't hurt,
it will bring me closer to the death I've been waiting for.
Drip, Drip, Drip...
The life I once loved,
is nothing to me,
all the pain I endu
jackieee wowwww. this brings back mad memoriesssss D: ily jackie! I'm gonna be all old one day. Like 90, and I'm gonna have alzheimer's and some other crazy ass diseases, and it would be probably like, 60 years since i last saw you, but i will still remember and live ya!